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Saturday, December 31, 2005 @ 1:33 am |
year zerofive's final post. well well. everyone's doing their 'my reflections of the past year' thing, so haha, lets join the crowd! 2005 could've just been the shortest, simplest year of my life. it does seem that way. i didnt accomplish much, neither did i go through very much. the year, in fact, started off on a pretty nice note. january, and the start of my long hols, man that was absolutely bliss. started work fer the first time in my life later on, felt like some silly office girl la, stopped a month later. O level results came in feb, that was a major downfall; totally disappointed myself, shocked many others with my points. ah well. holy week, received a wake up call in the form of confession to fr mike. led me to joining youth vineyard in the hopes of strengthening my faith..wise choice (: slacked a couple of months more, like no one's business in fact. heh. got into temasek poly to do business, whole new experience! met a greaaat class, and a hilarious bunch of friends. interesting lunches, projects, tutorials, and tons of laughter revolved around school life. a good first sem of poly ended. then stuff started happening one after another after another, after that. hmms. went on a trip to bangkok with dad, with too many things on my mind. that hols was a major bend in the road, but i also strenghtened friendships with two very wonderful people. :D started working at olivios in gardens; working, this time, felt good. then school started again, a very different semester fer me. wasnt very focused in school, really started shopping like no one's business, slowly got into the christmas spirit! carolling with the girls as usual. christmas, it came and went, nothing exceptional, yet twas different. and today..the last day of the year, im feeling like the year's jus gonna end on a pretty sullen so-so note for me. of course. this year had its own many many other moments too. wonderful ones, special ones, funfilled ones, tough ones, sadass ones. many first-times too. i guess thats what made this year, THIS year. :) now, at the closing of 2005, i feel thankful for alot. for many many many MANY things, whether it happened or didnt, and despite the far-too-many ups and downs. and im especially thankful, for the gift of friendship. i made a few pretty wonderful friends this year, strengthened the bonds of old friendships, but lost a couple of friends here and there as well. im not exactly satisfied with the status of my relationship with all the people around me at this point in time, but yea, tis..not bad. resolutions wise, lol you may click here to go see what i made last dec. hmm, i think i kept most of em! so, hoorah! yea. i DID get a job, i DID study seriously (heh mm but tt faded fer awhile), i DID work on my faith, i DID work on my moodswings (really!), i DID learn french, and i DID cut down on the swearing. and as fer those i didnt actually manage to keep, im actually regretting it quite a ton. hohum well! this coming year, i wanna try something different. no more un-keepable resolutions for me. im jus gonna try and live life as best as i can, and by this phrase i heard the other day: "Suffering with joy". haha yeah i think its gon be hard as hell, but yeah, its gon be my challenge. okay so this has been long. to a certain few special people out there: thanks fer making this year great fer me! :D i love you. all. HAPPY 2006, WORLD ! Monday, December 26, 2005 @ 3:20 pm merry kwismas! hohoho to ya'all, its that time of the year again! :) mm so christmas was full of loveliness this year, simple as everything remained. dont have time fer a full update, but i'll jus let the few pics here tell the story of the last two days yea?  01 # claire and i at the bowling alley. 02 # lil zachy and i on his brand new bike! 03 # with sherlyn and germaine at kris' place 04 # me and jared after midnight mass 05 # pretty christmas deco from the fullerton hotel :) 06 # the pageant by the youths 07 # yv's gathering at gab's place! 08 # lol thats sherlyn freeman me eunice and nick 09 # jerome, adorable lil boy who'll eat his veggies for me. heh! presents this year have yet to be opened(!), haha they're all still sitting beneath the tree. but i got angpow's from most people. hooray for KACHING. hehheh anyway. this week's the mid sem break, hell yeah im gon enjoyyyy! :D !EDIT hoho i jus came back from work and aahhh terrence cao came to buy gelato! hahah nothing big la actually, but you should've seen hannah and i then. lol, and that milkshake woman and i experimented around and made mint milkshake with choc chips fer ourselves and it was sluurrppishly-yummy. we did some retarded thing whilst closing too, and a tub scratched my face. heh okay, bye! Thursday, December 22, 2005 @ 9:34 am OKAYE. am in a bad state; having horrendous breakouts now, three friggin days before christmas. why why WHY??! :( rahh. its the damned fault of those Lays (cos i couldnt Just Have One) and the marks&spencer snowy chocolate balls and the other combinations of instant food i've been snacking on, i know. grrs. them = EVILLLL. my first pair of online-bought earrings are distracting me. they're pretty thingies dangling right before me as i study and i keep trying them on to look at myself la! rofl. be sure to admire them on christmas please!!..they are such LOVELIES. (: hahahahaah. shit, econs paper soon! hello curvywurvysurvy graphs, you look stupid. and thats how i'll psyche myself to study. x) Tuesday, December 20, 2005 @ 10:23 am YUPPS! its never felt so good to do so well for a test before. yup. business stats, of all tests too. yup! but i doubt i'll do well fer any of the other tests, mainly because yup there's no motivaton to study when the spirit of christmas is jus hanging overhead. yup. and there was this "ladyluckisaround" aura yesterday too yknow, yup i could feel it all in the air. haha yup, and today i found out mr tan and miss lim are getting married! ah yupyupyup! the wonders of cupid. lol yup i know this entry is getting bit annoying, plus i needa go continue muggin fer accounting now, so hohoho yupyup byee! :D :D :D Friday, December 16, 2005 @ 11:36 pm baaad feetache. AAHHHHH. &!@^!*%(# but i guess it doesnt matter much; haha this happens practically only twice a year: once at chinese new year, once at christmas. and its when my mom starts panicking, and she'll drag me along to do last minute shopping fer the season, and she'll be willing to walk here and there and everywhere and buy nice cool stuff without much thought. thats yay for me! thats how i got new slippers today. and Escada Sensation (mmm which smells darn lovely please!), and it came with a pretty islandkiss bag thats mine all mine! lol (: caught a local musical yesterday at the new national library, Oi Sleeping Beauty! man it really takes a talented local scriptwriter to be able to rewrite a fairytale like that, inject good humour into it, and at the same time intertwine poke-fun-at-government jokes within the plot. it was waaay funny, with audience interaction and all. haha do catch it!..its showing til the 23rd. funny entry ah, today. rofl - i jus wanna tell everyone about my grandma today. she's eighty plus already, white haired and teeny-sized, but she's got a lovely lovely smile. toothless or not, she's a plain smiley gentle lady with crinkly small eyes, my grandma. i remember she used to give me 2bucks every week since i went into pri sch, and i'd refuse it but she'd shove it harder into my hand. lol and thats how my extra allowance came about. she used to be a faithful catholic and all; said rosary at my place everyday til she got too weak to. was very active, took bus rides and walks and everything to keep fit. then she had a stroke last year, been weakening slowly ever since. and this morning dad told me grandma doesnt have the will to live anymore cos she says she's being a burden to us. she wont be able to live much longer. and i havent been visiting her. and i miss her presence at home. i miss her smile. god, there's a turmoil of emotions running through me. Tuesday, December 13, 2005 @ 10:02 am yesterday, monday blues hit pretty damn bad. super uber sleepy throughout the day, i could've snored through stats tutorial if only i wasnt so worried about the tests next week. cadbury's chunky blackforest chocs kept me up jus enough, haha thanks stef. :D anyway, im coming to find that stats aint thaaat bad. its MBS that totally sucks. itsucksitsucksitsucks, i dont know whats the point of even studying it la. lunched at mensa after lect, followed by a trip to the bookstore to get my viva strawberry drink! slurp :) and everyone's been laughing at my chinese ok!! AAHHH. wo jiang hua yu hen hao siao ah! lol! wenta read sandrabrown at the library; her stories make me feel sad inside and i know that but i still read em because im a sucker for romance haha. well then orgbeh tutorial, so lethargic i really fell asleep, then it was time to go home. bus rides home alone and lying awake at night have begun to have one thing in common, hohum. i was all wierd at night then, and mom asked me if i was going crazy. i know i jus came out from retreat but hmm, i dont know. well, what a day indeed. im jus feelin so angsty and emo and cranky. & its heartpain to feel so like that. pffftt god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 7:55 pm renewed, rediscovered, recharged. youth retreat over the last three days. twas..a unique experience on its own. i guess in whole, i got what i really wanted and needed out of this camp at this point in my life: spiritual uplifting, soul searching, and to jus find peace of mind. im pretty thankful in a way, i somehow feel more prepared fer this advent season now. :) mm sessions were a mite boring, save one or two where i was really awake and attentive haha. but yea! learnt new stuff about my faith here and there, interesting. and there was that whole thing of the outpouring of the holy spirit too on the second night..which was good but waaaay Freaky, with a capital F. the whole speaking in tongues thing really really scared me man, hoho like nick said, it felt like we're in hell. *shudder* wellwell. anyway, i didnt really feel much then cept fer contracting insides and a gradual warmth. lol. celine's praying over near the end of camp today touched me most tho. somehow, all she said to me in her prayer made such great relevance to the many bits and pieces of things going on and on in my head. she could tell me about it and give me the comfort i needed to hear for it; that stunned me, seriously, and thats the awesomeness of the spirit aint it. ah but the spiritual stuff aside, things were actually fun!! bonding with new friends and old, the ceaseless teasings and madness and meals and whatnots, gossip gossip gossip too. :D hahahaha, okay it truly was all good. 14 days to christmas! <3 Sunday, December 04, 2005 @ 2:41 pm do you hear the hohoho! everything that led up to this weekend has finally made me feel that christmas spirit that i know and love! shopping, carolling nights, the wedding, the performance, the post-performance, ALL! ahh shiokness. (: but thinking about the various things that's gotta take place between now and christmas.. omg it makes me want to cry la. especially the whole week of nightmare-before-christmas bit. midsem tests. grrr ah this christmas, its Different. |